Death is easy, peaceful. Life is harder.
Today I was in the car with my mom on the way to Manatee Technical Institute and we got talking about Sarah and then life. I didn’t know that I would get that upset about talking about something that happened a while ago. I guess I really miss her. It’s hard to let go. Life is very painful sometimes. I’m upset that I’m still upset about her I guess. The phrase “no time to bleed” has no effect on me whatso ever. I really miss Sarah. I won’t ever get to see her ever again. Hopefully I see her when my time is up. It’s something nice to look forward to. I’m not scared of death anymore. I just won’t do anything to end my life anytime soon. My mom and I talked about death pretty much. I cried a lot.
I don’t know. I just miss sarah a lot still it’s been a year and it’s still hard to think about.
