May 2010
4 posts
“All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed,...”
– Edgar Allan Poe
SO, IT'S BEEN A WHILE.
It’s been a while, and I feel like shit honestly. I hate Florida more, more everyday but, I try to hide it becuase my mom hates it when I say it. So, I’m not going to Ohio this summer. :( I wish I was but mom says “no”. TODAY is Kara’s birthday and I wish I could be in ohio to sing happy birthday to her untill her ears fell off. :( BLEH. I miss the way things were....
November 2009
2 posts
....
No one talks to me anymore. I’m losing touch and, it’s not on my part. hmph. -.-
you are the light in the tunnel.
Thank you. For making me feel like everything is ok, for helping me feel complete, for making me feel warm and alive, in a time when I’ve felt so cold and numb.
You’ve helped me cope when sarah died, so young, and too soon.
I was stuck in this never ending dream, I wanted to wake up but I couldn’t. I was stuck in the dark, You are the light at the end of the tunnel. You grabbed...
August 2009
2 posts
magic.
You got it, you got it. Some kind of magic, hypnotic, hypnotic. You’re leaving me breathless. I hate this, I hate this!
hmph.
Death is easy, peaceful. Life is harder.
Today I was in the car with my mom on the way to Manatee Technical Institute and we got talking about Sarah and then life. I didn’t know that I would get that upset about talking about something that happened a while ago. I guess I really miss her. It’s hard to let go. Life is very painful sometimes. I’m upset that I’m still upset about her I guess. The phrase “no...
July 2009
7 posts
Inside my head.
I can’t get him out of my mind. He’s inside my head. I dream about him everynight. my dream love. I love him being there everytime I close my eyes but, why can’t he be real. oh, the boy in my dreams is so perfect.
1am phone conversation.
Kara: (wispering) MAZZY, I'm drunk.
Mazzy: LOL WUT
Kara: mannn I'm so gone, I love you! I wish you were here.
Mazzy: Dude, I love you too.
Kara: OMG YOU'RE HERE! OMG MAZZY I HAVE TO GO!.
Mazzy: k love you bye.
Kara: love you too.
I had a dream last night
My dream had sarah in it. She came to visit me. She still had her eore purse. I wish it was real but, it’s not. I was upset when I woke up I miss her so much. I remember telling her, hey this isn’t good for me Sarah I’m going to be upset when you leave. She told me it would be fine, she loved me and missed me.
Rest in peace, Sarah Antrim.
hi, my name’s katie ludlum and I’m anit social.
home
I went on a vacation back to Ohio, where it all started. I mean it was nice but so much happened in the period of 3 weeks. Things change mostly for the better. All things happen for a reason if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be, right? I knew nothing would happen between me and erik I mean, I live on the other side of the united states but, why lead me on? Then leave me high and dry....
June 2009
1 post
I'm sorry
I neglect my tumblr.
February 2009
3 posts
this makes me smile →
“A friend is nothing but a known enemy.”
– Kurt Cobain